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"Living a Lie"Written By: Shinigami 195 Disclaimer: I don't own them Rating: PG 13 Warnings: yaoi, angst, AU Pairings: 1+2 Summary: Duo reflects on his life and the beginning
of a tale is formed
" Living a Lie" Living a lie. Sounds really boring doesn't it? Well
that's what I've done for most of my life. This is my first book and
it will probably be the only one I write. I'm writing to express what
happen in my life and what it has caused to happen. I'm dying. I was six when I was infected with the disease. It killed
my only friend in the world and I was told that I too would die soon.
I lived 20 years longer than what they thought I would. But it's happening now. The disease has been growing inside of me for 20 years
and there is nothing I can do to stop it. My life wasn't the best of starts; I lived rough on
the streets of the colony L2 until I was 7. A family called Winners
took me in and brought me down to Earth and I became a member of their
family. I had a brother and I was happy. Then a man came and took
away my innocence. Pepsin. Pepsin is dead and with him went the tears and pains
of what he made me do. I was a whore from the age 7 to 16. An angel from space saved me. Heero. My love, my husband. 10 years I've been with Heero and we're have our up
and downs. Like when he slept with a boy who claimed to be my brother,
not my adopted brother, my real blood brother, and I ran way to England.
That's where I am at the moment. Sitting by a computer
writing my story so I can prevent others having to face what I have
faced in my lifetime. I'm just hoping I have enough time left so I can finish
what I've started. Heero doesn't know. None of my family know what is wrong
with me, I don't want to tell them. It would only break their hearts
to have to watch me fall apart and then die. I hope they can understand
this. Talk about me going sappy on everyone. In my life I have been shot, raped, used, nearly killed
god knows how many times, hooked on drugs and a whore. And that was
before I turned 16! So I'm sending this story out. My story to help those
who are like me. Living a lie. Owari. |
